Deborah is arriving tonight!

My nose is still drippy and I feel so very well.
Last night was a particular joy dancing at Marian's birthday party.. a superb band with Rayelle creating magic on the violin,friends and a radiant sparkling Marian moving with free abandon..
While I danced I thought back to 6 or so weeks ago when Jen offered me that special chair dancing session. My body was just coming out of that major back pain and I had hardly any energy or stamina. Last night I so relished my energy, fluidity and 'fitness'! Magic.

My workshop in Johannesburg was hugely satisfying.  I do understand the doctor saying that I need the energy for myself. However when doing work that I experience as the fulfillment of an aspect of my purpose, when I see people thrive as they enter the territory created by a genuine Thinking Environment, I experience such a rush of energy and delight that that must have productive and generative impact. Good and profound work was done by each person in the simplest most easeful manner.  Living out one's purpose in the best possible way may or may not have anything to do with health or longevity.
Deborah arrives late tonight. What yummy anticipation.
Tomorrow I have an early morning blood test and trust that my blood count will be high enough to let me have my fourth chemo session. The week is open for resting and much much time with the gorgeous daughter. Delicious for all of us.
Last night I had intended to go to the party naked headed - but it was too too cold. When I got really heated up while dancing I just didn't have the guts to take my turban off! Maybe in another week? It is a strange paradox that though I do quite relish being the centre of attention, I am not ready to be so noticeable as a bald headed white woman!